The sun is out today.

The last two days were very hard for me. But thanks to a lot of guys here, today is a better day.

I wasn't here for the Heather/Nao nonsense but it pissed me off. You can read my post about that. Seemed like business as usual, i.e., betrayal.

I was so bad off that I requested some coping ideas and was given some answers I didn't like. But I followed them and saw my Dr. yesterday. It really helped.

The sun is out, the birds are singing and the burden is lessening a little. I stll hurt and the flashbacks and dreams are horrible, but I learned one thing. The three most precious words I have ever heard:

You are not alone.

Though I am fairly intelligent and knew I wasn't the only one, it felt like I was. I needed someone to tell me different. You did. Thank you.

Don't think it's all sunshine and lollipops right now, because it isn't. But the sun is out and so am I!

I guess the lollipops come later.

Peace.

Marc

 

[al]

Good to see you smiling. I know we talked a little the other night and i saw the desparate turning point you were at. Now that you've made the decision to open up and start facing all this shit, that makes you on the road to recovery instead of just leading deeper into the pit. Matter of fact, that makes you a survivor! Congratulations on your hard work and progress so far

 

[Bill_1965]

Marc,

There is a neat and wonderful occurance that happens each and every morning. The sun rises.

I am glad you got to see it. Choose to see it. It is a great and joyous thing.

Keep choosing to see it. Keep moving forward. As you have seen, you are not alone and will never be.

Take care,
Bill