The spurts (MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING!!!)

LoneWolfX

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MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING

The spurts

His pleasure.
My shame.
From the fleshen gun
milk made
for human life
takes mine.
A passage shaped
for breath and
nourishment -
suffocated
starved
now my sewer.
Each time
the sticky
chain
white
but
really black
grasps tighter.
Each time
the semi-viscous curse
consumes
more innocence.
In the end
none!
 

BDD

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LoneWolfX,


That’s a hard one to get through. Your writing is raw and visceral.
I do have to scream that you are not a sewer, never were.
 

Shyshark

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This bore reading 3 times ... each providing an ever keener and more visceral reaction ...
it bringing memories of my own ... never far from my consciousness.
I couldn't have described my experiences better.
However ...
The difference is ... I never considered myself a sewer ... and neither should you.
We are who we were my friend ... and not what was done to us.
 
(((LoneWolfx)))

(((Shyshark)))

"We are who we were my friend ... and not what was done to us."

Whew! But! cry, cry cry...

Questioning the messages:

You did this to me but because I let you, it becomes my fault...idk?
 

Shyshark

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((((((((((( oic )))))))))))

My abuse was at age 3,4,5,6 and 9 with 5 perps.
That sounds pretty awful doesn't it?
It wasn't.

Was it wrong?
YES!

Did I do anything wrong?
NO!

Who's fault was it?
THEIR'S!

Long story.
 

Shyshark

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It was no more Lone's fault than it was your's than it was mine ...

than it is for any of us.

((( Lone )))
((( NC )))
((( Keeping )))
((( oic )))
((( Tom )))
 

Shyshark

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Thank you so much for the link. I found it very interesting ...

and a validation of what I have said here.

No man ... under any circumstances ... should blame himself for the abuse.

The article makes it crystal clear.

We are innocent.

They are guilty.

PERIOD!
 
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