The Shadow of Effeminacy

[LuisEduardo]

Hi! I'm Luis Eduardo. I'm from Latin America. I'm 54. When I was a child, I was manipulated and sexually abused by another minor who was four years older than me. The abuse continued for several years (from as long as I can remember until I was twelve years old.)

Over time, I have not established lasting romantic relationships, and the shadow of effeminacy has followed me. Even though I have been a professional and achieved some success, that aspect has been used by detractors and envious people to attack me. It has taken an emotional toll on me.

Fortunately, I have found healing through faith and by helping others. Yet I feel the need to write as a way to release my burdens and connect with nature. I also realize that I miss deep conversations, since I don’t think I have truly had them beyond those I’ve shared with God or within myself.

Perhaps reading your thoughts on this website motivates me to keep fighting with endurance and also to pray for each of you, because we are not alone, whether we believe in God or not.

In any case, being here—even as observers—is a step forward and a movement toward well-being. My sincere respect and affection. L.E.

 

[Georgie]

Welcome. We all hope you find the healing you're seeking.

 

[dreamgurl]

Welcome! This is a great place to hear others stories, from which you can learn a great deal aiding you on your journey, and when ready to talk of your own experiences/issues. Take your time, get comfortable here, and you will find an amazing support system. Be Kind to Yourself and I Wish You Peace!!

 

[mpjq]

Hi! I'm Luis Eduardo. I'm from Latin America. I'm 54. When I was a child, I was manipulated and sexually abused by another minor who was four years older than me. The abuse continued for several years (from as long as I can remember until I was twelve years old.)

Over time, I have not established lasting romantic relationships, and the shadow of effeminacy has followed me. Even though I have been a professional and achieved some success, that aspect has been used by detractors and envious people to attack me. It has taken an emotional toll on me.

Fortunately, I have found healing through faith and by helping others. Yet I feel the need to write as a way to release my burdens and connect with nature. I also realize that I miss deep conversations, since I don’t think I have truly had them beyond those I’ve shared with God or within myself.

Perhaps reading your thoughts on this website motivates me to keep fighting with endurance and also to pray for each of you, because we are not alone, whether we believe in God or not.

In any case, being here—even as observers—is a step forward and a movement toward well-being. My sincere respect and affection. L.E.

Dear L.E.,

I also lean heavily on Jesus and the Blessed Mother to get me from one day to the next. You say you aren't "deep" or don't have deep conversations but you are very deep and well-spoken here. Everyone has a favorite medium. Maybe yours is the written word.