the partnering

[markgreyblue]

i dunno - i guess there is something not so new in this -

but also new for mr mark grey blue -

i guess there is a growing distinction between

beauty that is 'form' and beauty that is emotions

along the way - there have been times - and i have indulged - the instant lust - or attraction
to physical beauty - and yet also emotional attraction - at times too -

there has been confusion at times -

why what how

but the other week - i met someone -

he was a blonde guy - blue eyes -

and kind of hefty - a Canadian Farmer in a sense -

nad for some reason it changed my whole view on the attraction thing -

i felt at once attracted but also quite safe

and safeguarded - happy

it is not a relationship =

but it set me off - the chemistry

as i walked bewildered by that -
yet i knew now - the magic of that -

and began to see fellas who i now knew
i had an affinity for on a more significant
level -

i came on this trip i am on now -

i feel good -

i am not eager to jump into anything stupid

but i am more at ease -

 

[sonlite]

I think we have phases in life where we are able to see past the body and into the inner-beauty or the soul of certain people. I also think that this kind of attraction is just as valid as all the other kinds of attraction. It may also be that you are recognizing your OWN inner beauty more. And that can be considered a prompting that you are indeed ready for something deeper.

 

[markgreyblue]

thanks sonlite

 

[george of kent]

Cool!
"I am not eager to jump into anything stupid but I am more at ease."
That sounds pretty self affirming and healthy to me. May I offer my congratulations?
Love, etcc.,