the mental perp is my father

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- i am so triggered always

it is getting less - right now though on
verge of puke -

my father -
never could get enough of hurting ppl

but his public image - ugg -

so gross -

i told mike church lots of details -

i can't write them now -

my dad makes out like he controls the world -

and yet - he gets everyone to believe that he is just a guy who doing what he's got to -

he is so gross -

when i told him how upset i was that father healy
died alone - in an airport crowd - he gave me a dirty look like 'you are so stupid'

tons of shit -

 

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Oftentimes, it seems, our parents are lesser people than we are. - John