The cycle

[Tryingtolive]

The cycle

Flooded with sadness
Hopeless
Cant focus
Pretend to be normal
Can't sleep
Wake up
Can't stop my thoughts
Want to go back to sleep
Outside is foggy
Some things don't matter to me
Conversation feels weird
Being around others scared of their judgment
Isolate myself to calm myself
Thoughts invade
Memorys haunting
Triggers reminding
The feelings I had as a child are lurking in my life right now
I don't know how to deal
What can I say to others
Can't speak of it
I keep it hidden
Like I was taught
The fight continues each day with myself
This awful cycle of mine

 

[tommyb]

(tryingtolive)

 

[LinEar]

Outside is foggy...and inside is foggy!