Struggling
Hi guys, I have really been struggling lately, and ended up in our local inpatient locked facility for the first time in my life, scary . I went voluntarily, with therapists and friends wanting me to be safe. The problem was that I was more triggered and became more depressed there. I know their job was to stabilize me, medication, but I felt so drugged up. I guess there are two parts here. One, my support team and I need to figure out a better solution, if there is a next time. So any and all ideas appreciated. Second, I would be interested in a PTSD focused inpatient treatment facility. Anywhere in the United States. I looked into one called the meadows in Phoenix. But out of network for my insurance, so the cost out of pocket was pretty high. I know my life can’t be defined by a price, but I need to be realistic. So any suggestions that I can look into would really help.
