I sometimes struggle with my sexuality. I love women and everything about them but I occasionally think what it would be like with a man who isn't a rapist. I am married so I guess I will never know... Thanks for sharing!Males in society hear about women abusing boys and think that kid is lucky he is getting sex at such an age. They have no clue about the damage being done. I still find myself thinking this way when I read about an adult female who has sex with a minor. But I have to correct myself and remember this is going to really mess that kid up. I can't help but think at least with a female abuser you are not left dealing with issues of homosexuality. Am I gay or was it the abuse? I doubt I'll ever know what my true sexual orientation is.