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Brokebloke
Registrant
Hi all brand new here. 53 yrs old and been in therapy for 20 years on and off. First sexual assault happened at 5 told me that money comes out of your bum and that he new how to get it out, after he'd finished he gave me a hand full of small change. Suffered various other sexual abuses up to the age of 14. Constant physical, emotional abuse abandonment along with witnessing deaths and violence. Been hospitilized with drug and alcohol issues and been admitted to phychiatric unit have been diagnosed with ptsd with dissociative disorders and substance abuse disorder. The thing that has really been the catalyst for my crippling anxiety shame and guilt is for behaviours and impulses that I didn't seem able to control I felt I was a passenger and not the driver of my own vehicle. Anyway thanks for taking time to read if you do. I look forward to participating here