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[FlyWM]

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scoott

 

[blueelectron9]

Scott,

I'm glad you posted, and I'm sorry it's so difficult right now.

I like to have a nice cup of hot tea and a hot bath when I start having bad days--especially if it's cold outside.

Can you stay warm and safe? I hope so.

Know that good wishes are coming your way.

Peace,
Scotty

 

[andrew51]

Scott, your poor Mom has real problems and limitations if she is suggesting that you were to blame for the abuse. You know the truth. You deserve good things. Spoil yourself this weekend and try to think of all the good things you are.
Peace, Andrew