Speaking, ill. It is trigger?
I am sick right now. It - something, happens, because of a thing of health, it - I was ill easier. Never it is such problems (releases). It - a life. The life happens, usually, a life, it is good. To have it, certainly, is good. So it will be, some people, they will have various things to deal, others have something else. Not everyone is easier than others. We only all are excellent(different). So right now, I am sick. But also and, I know, that I am sad. Already, I grieve without my sister. Friends, I have remarkable friends, and - the most beautiful thing to have them. I receive the blessing, I have them, I know. But nevertheless, there is something rather various, to have family. With my family, only it always there was my Aunt and my sister whom I think, really, that I like and I love me. My Aunt is dead, many years. So it to have my sister who is something rather special to me. I know, that it - is much more, than the some people will have. Why is, right now, it feels such bad thing, only it should be hurt? I remember before, even when I am to nurseries and patients in a bed, my mother - not mother to me, she is a fan(an amateur) (lover) to me instead of it. But she(it) - not here. There is no of danger here. It is a lunatic to me, to be so overturned right now. But it resembles, to be ill, it is dangerous? It is a lunatic, I know, that I do not do(make) by many(a lot of,much) sense (feeling). I can still speak?
I can tell it? That I feel the most safe here, most grateful of here. My friends, two friends here, they speak me about it how it - the help him(it), and I think, about, whether is good how it, should write things to strangers who do not know you? It - I think, that it - the help. My friends speak me, no, it not anything you made badly, that she(it) made is is wrong. But nevertheless, I cannot think, that, I cannot think poorly on my mother, and nevertheless, I am the adult, I do(make) it as the adult with it(her), it - I was wrong. Things my friends and also the translator helps me to read here, I know, now it is possible - not my mistake.
Right now, tonight, I feel, that I wish to tell so here. And, how you do(make) it? How you speak so angrily such plenty of years? Tonight I am sad, I know, that I grieve without my sister. I feel the patient. And I feel scared which is for the silly reasons. I feel anger, and hatred, and повреждаю. I do not understand all from this. And I have the big regret, I feel, that I cannot offer the help so to anothers here because language worries. I really read the some people here, in the best way I can make with the translator, but I do not know, that I have such big help or I inform I (advise) or that - нибудь to give anyone. I regret to be эгоистичным here and to take without enough, to give in exchange. I think, tonight will be long.
It seems, that there are some words which the translator does not explain to the English right. I am sorry.
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I can tell it? That I feel the most safe here, most grateful of here. My friends, two friends here, they speak me about it how it - the help him(it), and I think, about, whether is good how it, should write things to strangers who do not know you? It - I think, that it - the help. My friends speak me, no, it not anything you made badly, that she(it) made is is wrong. But nevertheless, I cannot think, that, I cannot think poorly on my mother, and nevertheless, I am the adult, I do(make) it as the adult with it(her), it - I was wrong. Things my friends and also the translator helps me to read here, I know, now it is possible - not my mistake.
Right now, tonight, I feel, that I wish to tell so here. And, how you do(make) it? How you speak so angrily such plenty of years? Tonight I am sad, I know, that I grieve without my sister. I feel the patient. And I feel scared which is for the silly reasons. I feel anger, and hatred, and повреждаю. I do not understand all from this. And I have the big regret, I feel, that I cannot offer the help so to anothers here because language worries. I really read the some people here, in the best way I can make with the translator, but I do not know, that I have such big help or I inform I (advise) or that - нибудь to give anyone. I regret to be эгоистичным here and to take without enough, to give in exchange. I think, tonight will be long.
It seems, that there are some words which the translator does not explain to the English right. I am sorry.
V
