sometimes things are said to me - and then i know they sound ok but...

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do you ever hear things - or things are said to you

but they don't register -?

it's like I make these emails -

it has been a real indulgence to do it -

a super experience to be able to create and have a free voice to produce as much as possible -

but i think i have gotten caught up in the mystery of what to do with it -

i mean - i guess part of the documentation and

i guess even attention or recogniton -

odd -

i must be considerate of my friends and not impose so much on them -

but now - digging deeper - i should

find the forum appropriate to this kind of

'production' in order to have my voice put into a

good and productive arena -

that i would get what i want from it -

and not tire and exasperate - the people very important to me -

it's the last thing i want to do

yet -

now - i am seeing i need to take this

to the stage so to speak - take it to the place it belongs -

so that i get that outlet -

and yeah - the people i love -

can have their lives too - (omg!)

i love their work - and we all need the space to do it -

so here - i go -

et voila!

c'est tout!

zoot allor -

xox

mgb

 

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thanks all