something positive
greenwizard
Registrant
I always post about how I feel down about myself and can't believe good things. Well, recently my girl told me I'm a very good dancer. Most of my life I've really been into music and letting go, when no one is around to witness it of course. I started as a teenager watching music videos on TV and trying to mimic the dancers. I feel weird even admitting this, but even the female ones doing their super sexy moves.
Well, she caught me. She was in the shower and I was really into what I was doing and didn't notice her come out and see me. She said if I grew a few inches, got a ripped body, and could be 10 years younger I could be a professional. Of course, it feels to me like she was calling me short, old, and unappealing...
She even convinced me to show her my limited belly dancing ability. I know it's a girl thing, but I like to move in different ways. Again, where nobody can see me. But she says my excellent control of my hips is a good thing.
I can't do much of anything involving a ball, but it seems I can really move to music. She will never ever see my out of control ballerina impression done to this song though. Nope, nuh uh, that is solely for me.
Well, she caught me. She was in the shower and I was really into what I was doing and didn't notice her come out and see me. She said if I grew a few inches, got a ripped body, and could be 10 years younger I could be a professional. Of course, it feels to me like she was calling me short, old, and unappealing...
She even convinced me to show her my limited belly dancing ability. I know it's a girl thing, but I like to move in different ways. Again, where nobody can see me. But she says my excellent control of my hips is a good thing.
I can't do much of anything involving a ball, but it seems I can really move to music. She will never ever see my out of control ballerina impression done to this song though. Nope, nuh uh, that is solely for me.
