Someone saw! (TRIGGERS!)

Someone saw! (TRIGGERS!)
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Little Scot wanted to tell the rest of his story. As much as he wanted to anyway, but there was something he was keeping hidden from me. I guess another memory, but it does hurt.

When Mr. Price was dragging me into his office, when he tried to kill me, someone saw him dragging me in.

I don't know who it was, just that it was a woman. But someone saw! Someone let him hurt me. Someone let him try to KILL me!

Good Lord, why?

Was that the reason I was suicidal? Is that it?

God, this is a nightmare.

:mad: :( :( :(

Scot
 
scot and little bro,
i can clearly see and feel the horror of this memory. i know it is so painful and unacceptable to believe, but it did happen that way. no magic words can erase the feeling of absolute hopelessness that was felt then. the only thing that can be done is to offer the comfort now to both of you. yes, this probably contributed to the later hopelessness, but the truth that you both can see now can and will eventually be used for freedom. i am here for you both. pm me.
 
SOMEBODY FUCKING SAW THAT ANIMAL DRAG ME INTO A ROOM AND DID NOTHING TO EVEN SEE WHAT WAS GOING ON!

WAS SHE DEAF? DUMB? BLIND?!

A CHILD STRUGGLING IN THE ARMS OF A FULL-GROWN MAN, TRYING TO GET AWAY, TRYING TO SCREAM, THE GROWN MAN HAS A HAND OVER HIS MOUTH BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT THE CHILD TO BE HEARD AND SHE THINKS THIS IS FUCKING NORMAL?!?


God!

Where was fucking God?!

There's an example of a fucking cosmic joke!

:mad: :( :mad: :( :( :(

I'm sorry for the language. I need to scream and I still can't. I STILL CAN'T!

:(

Scot
 
Scot,

It is very disheartening. Someone walked while I was being sexually abused, the dirty act. She just stood there for a couple of minutes and then left. She had watched me be dragged in there on many occassions before and after that. A lot of what ifs went through my mind then.

Peace,
Bill
 
Scot,

I'm sorry that you went through that. I can't imagine what an adult would think that could justify allowing that.
I need to scream and I still can't. I STILL CAN'T!
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I've been there. I don't really have a lot of advice of my own, but I remember Mike suggesting something with a baseball bat, a tree, and a friend to stand guard/vouch for your sanity. Might be worth a try.

Joe
 
Scot,

I AM SO VERY SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is NO excuse for that adult to ignore you, for anyone to ignore you! They are as guilty as your abuser!

PLEASE take time for yourself and take care of yourself!

TeeJay
 
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