somebody HELP

[forlauren]

I'm losing it now. My dad just called and told me he loves me and happy birthday. That means so much to me right now when my husband has been so cruel. 10 to 14% of married women experience marital rape. I feel raped by my husband. I threw the phone accross the room and it hit a chair and bounced off then almost hit my daughter sitting 4 feet away on the couch. I can't take care of anything today. I am screaming in spiritual and existential rage and agony. I need to go somewhere today and be with someone who can help me. Help me. Help me. Is there a women's crisis center for me? Is it enough that I now know my husband likes the fact that he was sexually abused and wants to keep his sickness and attraction to children and need to suggest sexual things about his own wife to practical strangers? There's no sorta-raped crisis center. Is this world burning in hell?

 

[SAR]

It is enough that you are at home with a small child and do not feel capable of taking care of anything or controlling your rage.

Please call for help, I think there was an 800 number in another thread you started today. If you cannot find a crisis hotline go to the emergency room.

 

[FastForward]

Hi!

Please step out and find someone there to help you. Your agony is understandable but you need to take care of you and your child. NOW.

Your husband's behavior is no reflection on you. It is wrong. I am nopt sure you can change that so it is critical that you CHOOSE your response to it carefully.

Please take care and look for help. Peaceand a hug (safe).