So, so, so Tired

[coolcat]

Just need to take a few minutes to vent or whatever.

It's been a heck of a week for me and it's not over yet. On Monday I found out that my services were no longer required at my job. I have a very good friend who is going though alot of issues but seems to be pushing everyone away and I may not be helping because he see what is happen with me and my SA which is making him think of what happen to him as a child.I've started group therpy for my SA which is good but alot of pain comes with that. I have a brother and sister in law who are having problems.So there is just alot of stuff going on.

I just feel like telling everyone to leave me alone so I can just do what I need to do but i know that won't help either because I always just shut people out. Thank goodness I have a very understanding boyfriend who is willing to take it all in and sometimes make it better.

Also thank you guys who have help out so much and have been there for me.
Gus

 

[Leosha]

Gus,

I am very sorry of all this that is happening with you right now. It does seem that it all comes on at once, does it not? I also have a friend who is dealing with these issues, who actually was abused by the same man as me. It is hard, because what do you share, where does my pain end and his begin, and vice verse?

I am glad that you have a person of support in your life,and that you recognize that you push away some, because I do that often also. To recognize it, I think can help us to not do it so much. Try to not take too much of your energy with other people's troubles right now. It is not selfish, it is self-preserving, because you need to take care of yourself first. I hope you are feeling better now. I wish you luck.

Leosha