so sad -

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jake i miss you so much -

 

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jake was only 19 -

i am over twice his age -

he saved my life TWICE

why -

i am so sad

sorry

 

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"things"
are very good for me -

and i guess again

i am reminded of jake -

i will not make a mess

i will do more and better

for jake and myself

ngb