So do some CSA survivors

[forgive777]

So do some Csa! Survivors have different ways of thinking then other people that havent ever suffered anything? I mean I feel my self that iam a different person from my own parents to people at work I sometimes wonder if iam different from non sexual abused person just becouse my parents have no clue to why iam all of a sudden bringing this Csa up. And iam so different at work ever since 2 yrs. Back when I opened up about my experience as a child to some family members and here on the site is like my work ethic went low and iam nervous at work or just can't trust nobody what is it....Is it becouse I opened a vulnerability level by opening up and accepting that I was abused by another male iam all messed up with this abuse stuff.. Sometimes I just feel like I was just born this way....

 

[kcinohio]

Yeah, I think the list of usual effects is on several threads. I will say that time passing does make it easier than when initially dealing with it. Of course, how we cope along the way can either facilitate breaking though the problems from it or languishing.

Hope your healing process continues along well.

 

[Jacob S]

"So do some Csa! Survivors have different ways of thinking then other people that havent ever suffered anything? "

yes.