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WARNING from ModTeam, September 2013: user "Shado
i feel like im slowly loosing control ,but everybody says its for my own good. sugery today ,problem is im so spaced out i cant think ,cant argue just wanna get all this overwith .seems like they know im not strong right now ,so im kinda at my stepdads mercy . the doc says i need the surgery right now ,i dont know if the pressuer is screwing up my thinking or just being off meth ,but it feels like i have no control ,i hope they know what they are doing .adam
 
kinda scared ,nothing but confusion in my mind everything is just all balled up in my mind , i wish it was over ,wish it was all just over
 
Adam,

You are in good hands. Trust your doctors and know that you have a LOT of friends waiting to hear from you when you get home.

Much love,
Larry
 
Adam,

it sure is hard to trust people - all of us have that problem - but right now you really do need to put your trust in those who are trying to care for you

for almost all of us who been abused it's extremely hard to give control over our bodies to anyone else - but - these people are really trying to help you - yeah, it's scarey - but sometimes we need to give others control - they don't want to hurt - they only want to help

I really hope that the surgery goes well - you got a lot of people that care a whole lot about you

I sure hope you are feelin better soon

Take good care of yourself,

TJ jeff
 
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