Sleepless in Copenhagen

[Grobut]

Another night with insomnia, my body is exhausted but my mind races, flashbacks, paranoid delusions and constant white noise fills my head, like scentient portraits of my damaged sanity.

Back to bed, starring at the cieling, and the minutes pass slow as where they days, tossing and turning without rest, till finally you get up and try to do something, and find to your suprice that only an houer has passed since your last attempt at sleep, though it feels like it should be five.

But the chattering monkey just wont be scilenced, all the thoughts race around like where they in a bitter race against eachother.

So many conflicting thoughts, i remember happy things one second, sad things the next, with constant interruptions by the things that make no sence at all or are just scary and irrational, making it impossible to even stay with one emotion or mood, its just one big uncontrollable rollercoaster ride.

And ofcourse, it has to happen on one of thouse few nights where i actually have something planned for the morning..

Gotta hate that.

 

[Lloydy]

Last thing at night I read at least one chapter of a book, usually a novel, and that seems to clear my mind of things that worry me and keep me awake.
Insted I drift off thinking about the plot of the book, even if it's a graphic crime thriller with all kinds of death and mayhem - it's not MY death and mayhem.

Dave

 

[medicb4]

My record was Tom Clancy The Hunt for Red October" in one "stretch"

 

[Grobut]

I have a strange relationship with books, carried with me since my school days, i cant shake the feeling that books are bad, that they are "something they make you read", and that bothers me, because books should be a good thing!

Gor that is annoying, allways with the issues..