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FlyWM

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Well, I'm sick again, started with the flu and has moved to bronchitis. I hate being sick, when I was my dear old father would be especially cruel because I made noise when sick, like coughing. And to this very day I'm scared of being sick. I have asthma, which makes it just that much worse, my father would just laugh and mock me when I had an asthma attack, so I still try to hide it, try to avoid it, yet with bronchitis I cannot avoid asthma attacks, I'm scared to go to the doctor and ask for more meds for my asthma, I saw the doc yesterday and she put me on a strong antibiatic (spell-check) and a powerful narcotic cough suppresant. I don't know where I'm going with all this, I just needed to vent it a little I guess, I haven't seen my therapist for a couple of weeks, and I guess that has screwed me up. I hate being sick, I hate having to remember the cruelity, I hate being me. Where am I going? Your guess is as good as mine. Why was he so cruel to me when I was sick, as if I weren't suffering enough, he just couldn't let me be, and still I am scared to show anyone I am sick, scared I will be mocked or laughed at. Sorry to ramble here, but I needed it.

Thanks, and peace to you all,
Scott
 
There is no way in hell that you cannot be sick. It is our right to be sick whenever it happens. You want to cough. Cough! You want to puke . PUKE! That is everybody's right.

Now the thing I really want you to do is get better quickly ok. ;)
 
Scott,

what a dilemma, you can cough, sneeze, puke, or whatever you like with us.

Just make sure you get better. Being sick is bad enough.

Take care of you,

ste
 
Scott,

Hope you feel better soon, buddy. Don't worry about coughing, sneezing, etc. We all do it. We all get sick from time to time. I'm sure your father was sick a few times, too. Sorry you are having these bad memories along with your illness. Take care of yourself, Scott.
 
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