SHOUT OUT!!!!!!

SHOUT OUT!!!!!!
C

crisispoint

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Accepted, I tend to freak out and get dragged out by my emotions.

Accepted, I dwell on negatives.

Accepted, I lose focus on what makes life worth it.

But tonight, I am shouting out!

I AM HERE!

I AM ALIVE!

I AM HEALING!

I AM SURVIVING!

I AM LIVING WITH THE HAND THAT'S DEALT ME!

I WILL NOT DIE!

I WILL ENJOY THE TIME I HAVE!

I WILL REPAIR MY LIFE!

I AM HAPPY IN THE MOMENT!

I WILL BE HAPPY IN THE MOMENT!

WHAT MAKES ME SAD WILL NOT LAST!

WHAT MATTERS IS NOW, NOT THE PAST, NOR THE FUTURE!

I AM FREE OF THE NEGATIVES!

I AM GODDAMN PROUD OF WHO I AM!

I AM ALIVE!

I AM ALIVE!

I AM ALIVE!!!!!!!

Shout out with me, my brothers and sisters. It lasts only now, but it will get us through the other times.

Peace and love,

Scot :D
 
I AM FINALLY ALIVE!

I AM FINALLY FEELING, FINALLY SMILING, FINALLY CRYING, FINALLY LIVING LIFE!

One thing that you said really, really stuck out for me... 'That the moment of sadness will not last'. This is so important for us all as survivors to understand. You get through that moment, where you feel that sadness, the one that's making us feel worthless and alone. GET THROUGH THAT MOMENT! JUST GET THROUGH THAT MOMENT, AND BE ALIVE! You know what I do? When I've got that moment, I find a mirror. This is what I truly do and what works wonders for me. I find a mirror, and I talk to myself. More so I talk to that scared child that hates the sad moments, and I tell him "This is going to be ok, it's a moment and you're going to get through it, and you're going to keep going". It's amazing what its done for me. I didn't read it anywhere, I just did it one day.

I LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH

And I'm not just saying that, I'm living it. Live it guys, please live it. It's so worth it, it's so worth not having just pain.

Another thing I do now, is have fun. Have fun, just think about it... next time your in a situation that you should be having fun... and your reserved because of what's happened... FREE YOURSELF... AND HAVE FUN. DON'T BE AFRAID, LET IT ALL OUT... LAUGH, DANCE, LET IT ALL GO!!!!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!

FREEDOM!
FREEDOM!!!!
FREEDOM!!!
FREEDOM!!!
FREEDOM!!!!!
 
Scot,

I am impressed with your strength and positivity in this post. My only suggestion. Those first three statements? Add 'sometime' in there. Never are you always negative, dwelling, losing focus. No absolutes with negatives.

Leosha
 
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