She took photos

She took photos
I once found a photo of me with this girl my mom took.
To early to get into the details
You only get into the details IF you ever feel comfortable. There is no pressure to share. Factually speaking, anyone who tries to force you to open up against your will, especially on the Internet, is almost certainly acting in bad faith.

I am sorry for what you went through.
 
My father took the thousands of Polaroid instant pictures where they develop instantly. There were 10 at a time and took thousands of me posing naked and sold them to pay for the camera and cartridges. I was also made to take part in child porn videos with the old VHS tape's as and 5 tape's in total 90 minutes each and they could still be out there.
The Polaroids probably were digitized and uploaded to the web. The VHS tapes were also converted to mp4 or something similar. I know that some of my photos are down there and they were from the '60s. I never ran into any of the videos but I'm sure they're down there. At least the sick ones I was in for the movie people. They were pretty gross.
 
I once found a photo of me with this girl my mom took
Sorry to hear that. Was this an OK photo?

Where there is one photo found I'm sure there is a second or more
 
Almost all the men that paid my mom for the right to abuse me recorded parts or all of what they did to me. I am sure there are vids of me on the internet being shared and traded. I have no desire to find out. No do i want to go thru the process of having them removed if they are out there as they will never get every copy.
 
Ive found photos of me...
I saw some pictures taken by one of my mother's boyfriends. They were all of my sister and I. We were naked in nearly all of them. My sister remembers this also. I found the pictures when I was 16-17. I was 10 or 11 when the photos were taken. So when I found the pictures I had pretty clear memories of the circumstances, which I won't go into. In one photo I could see my mother's arm and hip. She was on the bed with us. I still have memories of some of these episodes. I put the photos back in the drawer where I found them. I went back several times to look at them. I was ashamed each time, but kept going back. Then one day I went back and they were gone. No idea what happened to them. My mother denies their existence. Her memory is failing so she may actually not remember.
 
My dad and his friend took pictures and home movies. I live on the same property and in the same house where all the abuse happened. I have done major remodeling of the house and during the remodeling I found a box of the pictures and home movies hidden in an area I assume he built in his bedroom closet. His bedroom no longer exists, I combined my bedroom and his to make a larger master bedroom with large master bath and dormered out the adjacent attic to make an additional bedroom. After finding the box and looking to see what was in it I have not opened it again, but I have not gotten rid of the box, pictures, and films either. I have no idea why I am keeping them. I don't know what to do with them. It has been over 15 yrs since i found the box.
 
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