Sense of Humour in fighting depression

[Severe stammer]

I don't know over the last few years ive got a crocodile skin , where I can give banter bak on my childhood abuse which I never had when I was M .
Im not sick in my sense of humour I just feel ive learnt to say ill fight back and even though its killing me inside I can still laugh it off , im not saying I don't have days where I get down , but I can laugh at my abusers now and think you small minded bastards , I was so embarrassed years ago ,but with coming to terms with whats happened its made me a stronger person , im quite reserved but im not afraid to open up anymore because I know I have a safe refuge .
Im still affected don't get me wrong , im not a very good socializer but im reaching out im not alone anymore in this cruel world where adult males are stigmatized ,
But ive just joined Twitter and I think I can make people laugh its nothing to crude its adult banter , and im starting to laugh again , im making that much improvement in my life its amazing I cant wait for therapy , im just going to be honest ,
I don't know if anyone can relate but I can laugh at that sad immature people ive had the misfortune of being in my life .
Im happy and its a good sign im healing and recovering , I don't feel as much ashamed anymore .
Mad but true x
Thanks x

 

[Severe stammer]

I don't know it feels like he who laughs last laughs the most x

 

[tommyb]

(severestammer)