self pity begone -!

self pity begone -!
M

markgreyblue

Registrant
this is a note to kick off those god forsaken blues! fuck you blues!!! get your ugly ass outta my face!

lol

seriously - i was existing in my oh so self appointed objective self - thinking about

"oh whoa is me - " nice eh?

so self pitying for all my hurt - like - nobody else has this -

I was seriously thinking - what's the point ?

what is the point of oonecting or even trying to love someone -

when they may have all this 'blablabla agenda or what the fuck who knows"

all I know is that self pity -
now that I know I am rather a king of it!

is not so helpful - I need to make a go of it -
no other option -

what else is there too do???

two tears in a bucket! kick the bucket! -

ok - so yeah - I am looking for boyfriend -

hopefully- he will want similair thing -

i am not just into sex - cause that I can go to the b-house for -

I like cuddles and sharing - like someone - who is there to get scared with at thunder !

to laugh and make brownies with -
and kiss-
yeah and most of all -

someone who i know once he is sick of me -
or knows me and all my good and bad -

and me too him -

will still stick around - and me stick with him

I just want to be a man - in a relationship -

who will focus on my mate -

I guess I have a sense of what my perfect world is -

and I guess each of us does - he will too - and he will want some of that for me to give to

rightly so -

and me him - rightly so -

I bet relationships - are like that somewhat -

where some of it is shit -

I just want to love his shit too - you know?

he he - aka 'I want to say - he is a pain in the ass - and I love him'

:)

M
 
i would even indulge his fantasies of sorts -

though i have never done that - really -

but i really hope it doesn't involve
a
french maids outfit -

that would be comic relief and not so sexy -

lol
 
weird too - though the thought -

i guess we all want some thing -
but to look to someone

to "BE" something for you -

or I don't even know how to say - it

you either like their qualities or not

you know?

like i remember someone who walk a realy cute way -

i liked that he wasn't perfect-

i like it when he say silly things -

like goofy -

that was so cute to me - and that is when i wanted him -
 
Mark,

I think your frustrations are shared by all single caring and compassionate men who are looking for partners for the long term and not just for sex.

You posted on another thread about having something to offer, and you are so right. And you know what? One of your great gifts is right in this post: an ability to see something humorous in adversity and fight back with humor:

but i really hope it doesn't involve
a
french maids outfit
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One day you will find this special person my friend, and he is going to wonder how he ever deserved to be this lucky, for this and so many other reasons.

Much love,
Larry
 
hehe - thanks Larry -


ps - my name is NOT 'Mimi!' or 'Mirabelle!'!!!
 
Mark,

Black crepe and white lace do NOT go with Smokey Bear hats, at least not yet. It would be impossible to know what shoes -- or boots -- to wear with such a get-up....

John
 
lol
 
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