Scattered emotions
reality2k4
Registrant
Yes,
I get them at mainly times when I am dealing with the past.
I guess it is just trying to deal with emotions of the past that were so raw in childhood without a safety net for those emotions.
I had no safety net then, as a child, and I dont really have a safety net now, so how do I cope?
Scattered emotions are caused by not having full control over emotions that govern our lives.
It all goes back to childhood I reckon, where we are learning to form normal emotions, in a life that deprives us of using our emotive self and to explain how we are hurting.
The worst thing is, that I still wear this mask that says everything is Ok to those I meet, and somedays it is cool, other days ppl not want to look at me.
I guess I always carry the guilt complex which is so much part of me, I guess it always will be.
One thing to think about in this place is this!
We need to find ourselves, because we are worthy of much more than society often gives us.
I was just looking back at how society has treated me in the past, and how hard it can be to live in the modern World.
I promised little ste, that he will get through it no matter what, I have to, there is no other way through all this crap, and this place, and the strong minds I see here, has done him justice, in trying to find out how to keep strong.
How can you deny a little boy who fought so much in life! How can you let him go!
I guess that I am still a vulnerable little boy inside, who cries for affection and love,
ste
I get them at mainly times when I am dealing with the past.
I guess it is just trying to deal with emotions of the past that were so raw in childhood without a safety net for those emotions.
I had no safety net then, as a child, and I dont really have a safety net now, so how do I cope?
Scattered emotions are caused by not having full control over emotions that govern our lives.
It all goes back to childhood I reckon, where we are learning to form normal emotions, in a life that deprives us of using our emotive self and to explain how we are hurting.
The worst thing is, that I still wear this mask that says everything is Ok to those I meet, and somedays it is cool, other days ppl not want to look at me.
I guess I always carry the guilt complex which is so much part of me, I guess it always will be.
One thing to think about in this place is this!
We need to find ourselves, because we are worthy of much more than society often gives us.
I was just looking back at how society has treated me in the past, and how hard it can be to live in the modern World.
I promised little ste, that he will get through it no matter what, I have to, there is no other way through all this crap, and this place, and the strong minds I see here, has done him justice, in trying to find out how to keep strong.
How can you deny a little boy who fought so much in life! How can you let him go!
I guess that I am still a vulnerable little boy inside, who cries for affection and love,
ste