run out of reasons to keep trying

run out of reasons to keep trying
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oldjoe

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Thanks all of you, you have been wonderful friends, and i feel for each of you and wish you all the healing you so desire.
Gary
 
Hello oldjoe, from very oldbob,

You sound like you are having some bad days. This too will pass.

Can we help you feel better and experience our care for you?

Let us know.

Bob
 
Gary,

Don't give a perp, or multiple perps, the final victory. Keep trying because someday you'll get through this and be stronger for it.

Another Old Joe
 
Gary, you have to hang in there. The roads are tough, but you can get through it. Stay with us, we need your help too.
Bob
 
Thanks to the words of encouragement, i am very depressed and have been for a couple of weeks, to the point of ruining relationships and making life miserable for me and everyone around me.
It just seems pointless to continue to try to clamb this hill much longer, its turning into a mountain.
I have a T session on the 20th, and if that doesn't help, well i guess to hell with it. Iv'e never felt so alone in my life, and alone sucks,
thanks again for you responses and i will re read them again
gary
 
Gary in the depths of hell our brother was formed. We are never alone our thoughts and pryers are always with you. We are always with you and when every you feel down come into this place of true love and healing enegry and lets us help you. The greatest revenage is to keep on living and to heal from what our perps did to us. So with open arms I ask you to please come back and let us climb the mountain with you.


lots of love, Nathan
 
Gary,
I had a best friend with that name when I was 8 to 11. Your name invokes fond memories, Gary.
I'm sorry you're feeling all alone. I can even be in a room full of people and feel like that sometimes. Who the hell understands, anyway? How the hell could anyone understand the pain and sorrow and aloneness?
Gary, I noticed that you live in Washington. I'm assuming that is the state of WA, not DC, right?
Where do you live from Portland?
Do you ever have any reason to come to Portland?
We should set up somekind of gathering with the guys from WA and the guys from OR. Would you come? You know, just the guys from Survivor. Guys that know what it's like. Guys like here. Guys that support one another.
We could stay in a motel and arrange for a meeting room. I used to belong to a group of writers and I arranged a convention for them. Most places will comp a meeting room when the guests stay at the same motel/hotel. What do you think? Do you want to work on that idea with me? I'll bet we could get Rick to come. We could ask him anyway. Maybe we could check with the other guys to see who lives in WA and OR. This doesn't have to be a big overblown affair, just three or four, or a couple more, if they are interested. What do you say? Where would half way be for you, from here, Portland?
David
 
Gary,
I know depression very well as you do. It seems that those who use more air-time here get more attention, but what about those of us who suffer alone and don't speak out and don't say anything? There are many who fear rejection, criticism, and fear getting hurt more so they don't speak out on their own behalf. Those people deserve just as much if not more support. Most of the time I have seen you supporting others, and trying to help. I rarely remember you speaking out and asking for help. I hear you now. I want you to know you have my support and if you ever need to talk you can count on me. There are some who are so depressed, that they just can't talk to people. I have that problem. It's rotten and it stinks.
Gary you have helped many here, and you have helped me. You have worth. Good luck on your appointment and keep fighting! You can do it.
And don't let the Buzzards get you down.
 
David, thanks for the sugestion, i will think about it, i used to have reletives in Portland years ago, i live in Spokane WA now and do not travel well because of my dissabilities and my pain level, especically in a car or anything that hits a bump lol
I just have a lot to figure out, and not much of it is positive.
thanks for your responce, i could not PM you becuse the people in charge have taken away that priviledge from me for some reason
Gary
 
MikeChurch, Thedean, Outis, Ernie, Nathan, Ivanhoe, c0g, your words are so caring, and make me feel like I am not so alone after all, thank you so very much, surviving is what i really want, and I hate feeling like a victim, I just need to shake this depression so i can feel again.

David-----Ivanhoe.
thank you for the PM, i would have answered it but my reply privledges have been shut off i get the following message:
You are not permitted to send private messages. A board leader has elected to deactivate this option for you.
so sorry but thank you David

TheDean.... Bob, again the same problem, when i attempted to reply, your PM was very meaningful to me and appreciated, made me stop and think, thanks again

To all, i am trying to turn my depression around and get back on track, you don't know how
how much your words are appreciated, thank every one of you from the bottom of my heart
A fellow survivor Gary (oldjoe / still-joe)
 
Gary,

You are not alone. No matter where you are physically, we are all together in this fight. Everytime one of us makes progress, however small, it shines a little light for others to follow in hope. Everytime one of us gives up, it reduces the light, letting darkness reclaim some territory.

Keep on keepin' on. We need your light, too.

Thanks,

Joe
 
Hey Oldjoe,

Don't dispair, things are always at thier worst for me right before they get much better. Things were unbearable for me 7 or so months ago, then I had a huge breakthrough, now I feel like I'm almost done with this stuff.


Peace
MO Healing
 
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