Request for advice
Well, I have speak of this few times in the chat room last two or three days, and it is suggested I post of it here, to receive more advice of how to deal of this.
It is been suggested to me, that there is possible opportunity to do charity event in Russia, to which I will choose what charity I wish to earn money for, and I can earn it more the longer I 'last' in the event. Of course, I would choose this organization as the charity I wish to work for. But, you are to be identified very much with the charity you work for, and must be able to tell much of it and explain it to people, to give 'advertising' to the charity.
There are some concerns. First, it is not even certain this event will happen, it is still 'in the process'. The charity winnings, however much it is, it would be rubles instead of dollars, so of course, not to be so much. And even if I am accepted to do it, and it do happen, I then would have to convince who I work for that it would be good idea and good 'advertising' for him also, as it would require me to be in Russia for some weeks, at least.
But also, there is concern of what people will say about or to me if I am involve in such a thing for this charity. There is some less understanding of such issues in Russia then in U.S. (although, my time in U.S., there is been much of lady teachers and sex abuse of boy students, and it seem half of people think it should be seen the boy should feel 'lucky'). I have speak out of this situation once before, public, with some not very pleasant effects after. ( this post ) I do not know I am emotionaly 'ok' enough right now to be able to have people I know not speak to me no more, or to call me names. And I feel shamed and stupid, as that is not something that should stop someone from doing something good for other people. This site, it is been good help to me, and I should help it back.
Someone in chat ask me if I have enough money, I can support myself if I do this some weeks and not earn money. That is not issue, I save most the money I earn because it like annoy me to spend it. So I could afford it, not working for a month or even little more time then that.
I just, I am not sure what I can or want to do of this. And I was afraid some to post of it, because then if I choose not to, I do not wish to be disappointment or cowerd to people. So I ask here for advice from others, what they would do, or what they feel is best of this.
Thank you, all, to help.
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It is been suggested to me, that there is possible opportunity to do charity event in Russia, to which I will choose what charity I wish to earn money for, and I can earn it more the longer I 'last' in the event. Of course, I would choose this organization as the charity I wish to work for. But, you are to be identified very much with the charity you work for, and must be able to tell much of it and explain it to people, to give 'advertising' to the charity.
There are some concerns. First, it is not even certain this event will happen, it is still 'in the process'. The charity winnings, however much it is, it would be rubles instead of dollars, so of course, not to be so much. And even if I am accepted to do it, and it do happen, I then would have to convince who I work for that it would be good idea and good 'advertising' for him also, as it would require me to be in Russia for some weeks, at least.
But also, there is concern of what people will say about or to me if I am involve in such a thing for this charity. There is some less understanding of such issues in Russia then in U.S. (although, my time in U.S., there is been much of lady teachers and sex abuse of boy students, and it seem half of people think it should be seen the boy should feel 'lucky'). I have speak out of this situation once before, public, with some not very pleasant effects after. ( this post ) I do not know I am emotionaly 'ok' enough right now to be able to have people I know not speak to me no more, or to call me names. And I feel shamed and stupid, as that is not something that should stop someone from doing something good for other people. This site, it is been good help to me, and I should help it back.
Someone in chat ask me if I have enough money, I can support myself if I do this some weeks and not earn money. That is not issue, I save most the money I earn because it like annoy me to spend it. So I could afford it, not working for a month or even little more time then that.
I just, I am not sure what I can or want to do of this. And I was afraid some to post of it, because then if I choose not to, I do not wish to be disappointment or cowerd to people. So I ask here for advice from others, what they would do, or what they feel is best of this.
Thank you, all, to help.
VN
