raped possible trigger!!

[hemi1024]

Hi everyone just want to say thanks for all the support. Well I have a question when I was about 9-10 years old this friend of my dads would babysit while my stepmom went out. He would come into my room and take my pjs off and fondle me and do oral stuff to me. I must have liked this because when I would invite my friend over who was the same age and ask him to strip me naked and I remember getting aroused by this.I never did anything to him and that was all I would have him do to me. I look back on this and can not explain why it happened? feed back would great thanks Bill

 

[roadrunner]

Bill,

Boys get very curious about almost anything, and as you had been introduced to sexual activity it isn't surprising you were interested in repeating part of it with someone else. You were certainly too young to understand what it all meant, so you shouldn't feel guilty about it.

If in fact you did like what your father's friend did to you, you have nothing to feel awkward or guilty about here either. A boy's body will respond to a stimulus like this because we are all sexual beings, not necessarily because the boy liked what was being done to him. And again, there is no way you could have understood all this.

Much love,
Larry