Ramblings
My life is a prison
I want out
Everyone pretends to listen
I can’t even speak.
Is it insanity?
Is it despair?
The abuse ruined my life
There's no one who cares.
I used to see birds, trees and sky,
That has all changed because of the lie
Everyone is better without me
I just wanna get high.
Freedom is painful
Just lock me away
There is no joy, love and happiness
That is the price that I have paid.
Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it true, be it false.
Its my choice today
Isolation is my friend
No rules to adhere.
Hide the pain or carry on
There is no escape
Lock it all up inside me
How badly you hurt me.
Look out for that one day,
Its going to explode
I am nothing but a shell,
No future in store.
I have killed all my senses,
That at one time was me.
So not wanting to grow
I have a nothing inside
Done trying change it
I want off this ride
I want out
Everyone pretends to listen
I can’t even speak.
Is it insanity?
Is it despair?
The abuse ruined my life
There's no one who cares.
I used to see birds, trees and sky,
That has all changed because of the lie
Everyone is better without me
I just wanna get high.
Freedom is painful
Just lock me away
There is no joy, love and happiness
That is the price that I have paid.
Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it true, be it false.
Its my choice today
Isolation is my friend
No rules to adhere.
Hide the pain or carry on
There is no escape
Lock it all up inside me
How badly you hurt me.
Look out for that one day,
Its going to explode
I am nothing but a shell,
No future in store.
I have killed all my senses,
That at one time was me.
So not wanting to grow
I have a nothing inside
Done trying change it
I want off this ride
