Rage returns

Rage returns
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MEC

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Hi all,
I thought I was doing well, taking 50mg Zoloft once a day for about two to three months now. For the past week or two I've felt the old depressions return and along with it not caring whether I hurt some one or not. And that makes me feel worse after I have chance to think about it. Seems the last week people in public places have been coming too close to me, like I'm not there and they'd walk right through me if I didn't move.

Today, all kinds of problems, website's been down since last week, I noticed an Intern never opened some important email from last month and I detected three unopened "Goldfish" screen saver viruses on one pc and a fake returned email containing a another virus.

To say the least, I used inappropriate language for an office and destroyed a pen by throwing it at my pc. I sulked all day after that.

Any input from anyone? Prior to about three weeks ago I couldn't take the smile off my face and even the sun didn't bother me. Could 100 mg Zoloft do the trick? I thought the little pill was supposed to take care of all this.
 
Michael,

Sorry, for your rage Mike, I can go overboard, as well. And, it's not pens that I ruin, it's this wonderful woman that's stuck by my side that I take it out on. I've got to get back to running and burn some of this crap off.
I hope that one of the guys responds with info regarding Zoloft. That really sounds like somekind of German aircraft, doesn't it?

Take care my friend, try running before work to see if the endorphins help calm you down. Worked for me--about twenty years ago, when I was a young man.

David
 
MIke:

I know the rage feeling well. I must have ruined at least 12 great career opportunities and myself over 50 years.

I dont know about Zoloft. I am on effexor 150mg and welbutrin 150mg. The seem to work quite well for me, but I do have my moments.

You know Mike anger is a basic human emotion. Better to break a pen and insult a computer. Remember interns get better with practice. We were all interns once.

Thank god I never had an intern perform surgery on me :D
 
Hey Michael,

Not a doc, and I don't play one on-line.

For (too much) fairly straight information about psych meds, that the industry is not likely tell you . . .

https://www.drugawareness.org/

Some folks have WIDELY varying reactions, and usually the med docs just pull a half-ass 15 minute (or less) visit, every 3 to 6 months. Some folks reactions are really negative, and they have no idea.

I never did meds, (too scared) I just bounced up and down (no joke :) )from the stress and anxiety. Oh well, however you get to the end, just get there.

My girlfriend (also SA) did meds. 4 different kinds at once. Bozo doc in my opinion. Had no idea of interactions. Finally our T stepped in got her tapered off.

When she finally got de-toxed enough to work on her stuff, there were a couple scary nights. But T said I sat up with I did not have to take her to the E-room.

OK, that goes well with my co-dependent helperness :) (you should have seen the helper pest I turned out for our baby's birth)

Well, at any rate it all seemed to come out pretty happy. She is all off meds, finishing up grad school for social work, and will probably work with hurt kids. I could not be prouder. But I just mostly smile.

And yeah, the virus stuff is pretty painful. Although I am a gEEk, I just run old and custom stuff so I do not have to deal with it.

See you,

Sunshine
 
Thanks all,
Ready for a Macintosh, maybe all my troubles come from having MS (Microsoft stuff).

Going to Psych (pill DR) tomorrow, just in time. I doubled up on pill starting last night, which I'll tell him about, so now doing 100mg.

My reactions for the last 2-3 months on the Zoloft has been positive, that's what surprised me; going so for down again. I'll see what DR says and give it a little while longer.

The intern was actually a pleasure to have, she is from Princeton and you can tell. In no way did I mean to knock her, I hope she returns.

Found out today about the viruses we got. Nothing seems to be wrong with my pc, other than a lot of 'returned' email the virus sent out. Scanned the system and nothing shows so I'm hoping it was harmless. DO NOT OPEN ANY 'RETURNED' EMAIL!

Our other pc, was not so lucky. It is the one that had "Goldfish" screen saver attached. The extension was "pif" which I now know is a virus. After I loaded Norton Anti-Virus on the pc, so many files had to be quarantined that the system crashed.

Oh yeah, our website is still down after them moving files to different servers last week. However, the 100mg Zoloft only allowed me to get purple with anger, didn't break anything or use inappropriate language.

Stay well guys
 
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