question about medical things
hey guys i know i post to no end about this stuff but i have to expect that the anxiety about doctors and all that goes with them affects some others here. Tomorrow i have to meet and interview a new primary care doctor. so i have a couple questions. 1) how do i talk to him about being a survivor and the anxiety that is driving me nuts about having to re do all this doctor stuff. I really dont want to reveal my soul until I know more about Him. and 2) how do I explain why I am cut and scratched from head to toe... the idea of going to see them makes my skin crawl. it was bad enough before when I had some idea what to expect but now my head is spinning with possibilities, and I scratch even when I am seeing it and my mind says enough the dissociation takes a minute to break free. So how do you guys handle the physical stuff at the docs ?