Ever since the memories of my abuse came to the surface, I've had reenactments in my dreams. Though the dreams are disturbing and have added to my anxiety, the most fear I have is through the arousal I have gotten from the dreams. I wake in the middle of the night with shame and disgust because of the arousal, which also adds the questioning of my sexuality. I have always deemed myself straight, and all of my friends have seen me as such, but since the surfacing of my PTSD, It's hard to knock off the dreams. Has anyone ever experienced anything like this?