Pretend

[Tryingtolive]

So many times a day I pretend.
Making sure people believe I'm doing okay.
So many times i pretend.
Make sure I show a smile.
So many times I pretend.
Conversations are boring and meaningless.
So many times I pretend.
Being in the moment is very tough.
So many times I pretend.
Show I'm tough. Not fragile
So many times I pretend.
Mind racing. Deep breaths.
Hoping no one notices.
Pretending nothing happened.
So many times I pretend.

Days go by fast.
I barely have time for it.
So focused on myself.
Thinking on ways to cope and pretend.

 

[Shyshark]

Pretending to live ... yes ... I know it well.

(((( Ttl ))))

 

[Ceremony]

Sorry if I hurt you