possible trigger ,what he did to me
i have been wondering if i should post this,or even why i would post it ,but we spend much of our time here dealing with the damage that is done to us on the inside,the mental damage, a recent post about perps being trapped by people and busted made me want to try to explain my reasons for thinking that any way you stop a perp is ok by me ,and i mean any way k?!for many people here violence was not a part of their abuse so there was little physical damage done in others like mine the physical damage was extreme and the perp deserves nothing lees than death .when i recently went to the hospital my doctor sent for my medical records from the hospital where i was taken after my abuse 10years ago. my doctor called me and asked me what the hell had happened to me when i was a kid ,i gave him the short story .abuse survivor.
he asked me if i was aware of how badly i was injured? ok get to the point he gave me a copy of the report given to the police by the e room doctor,its lots of doc ,talk but he explained it to me ,i quote , at 10 20 am the ems unit brought in a paitent suffering from massive trauma injuries,the paitent is a 9 to 11 year old white male ,the paitent is nude and has visible blunt force injuries to the upper left area of the skull with possible fracture to the tripod bone and lower jaw bone there is blood present in the left eye socket with swelling and discoloring of the left eye which is unable to be opened.ems reports paitent code blue en route .paitent is in a comatose state,with almost constant seizure activity,paitent also has visible injuries to the mid and lower areas of the body ,there is much swelling to the abdomin and groin area an apparent green stick fracture of the left arm aproximatly 60%of the body shows signs of contusions and abrasions,the upper chest area is severly bruised ,with possible broken ribs ,could be from de fib by ems,there are also present several injuries that appear to be in various stages of healing possible signs of long term abuse ,the fingers of the left hand appear to have been broken but not treated resulting in contraction of index and middle fingers. the injuries present are consistant with being struck by or ejected from a moving vehicle ,there is conclusive evidence of past physical abuse . there was a follow up report that detailed the injuries ,the tripod bone was crushed which caused the eye socket to become detached ,broken jaw ,broken arm,internal injuries to my groin and bleeding in my stomach .fractured skull ,three broken ribs ,i was in a drug induced coma for almost two weeks ,had seizures for two years after ,i was 11 ,11 for christs sake !!should i ever feel any compassion for any perp ,? sould they all not die slowly? also i left out the part about the injuries that cant be talked about but it took 2 surguries to repair that. he deserves to suffer ,and if people can entice these bastard in then let me take care of them , they detremined that the cuts and bruises were from being pushed out of his truck all the other injuries were caused by my cousin sorry this is way long shadow
he asked me if i was aware of how badly i was injured? ok get to the point he gave me a copy of the report given to the police by the e room doctor,its lots of doc ,talk but he explained it to me ,i quote , at 10 20 am the ems unit brought in a paitent suffering from massive trauma injuries,the paitent is a 9 to 11 year old white male ,the paitent is nude and has visible blunt force injuries to the upper left area of the skull with possible fracture to the tripod bone and lower jaw bone there is blood present in the left eye socket with swelling and discoloring of the left eye which is unable to be opened.ems reports paitent code blue en route .paitent is in a comatose state,with almost constant seizure activity,paitent also has visible injuries to the mid and lower areas of the body ,there is much swelling to the abdomin and groin area an apparent green stick fracture of the left arm aproximatly 60%of the body shows signs of contusions and abrasions,the upper chest area is severly bruised ,with possible broken ribs ,could be from de fib by ems,there are also present several injuries that appear to be in various stages of healing possible signs of long term abuse ,the fingers of the left hand appear to have been broken but not treated resulting in contraction of index and middle fingers. the injuries present are consistant with being struck by or ejected from a moving vehicle ,there is conclusive evidence of past physical abuse . there was a follow up report that detailed the injuries ,the tripod bone was crushed which caused the eye socket to become detached ,broken jaw ,broken arm,internal injuries to my groin and bleeding in my stomach .fractured skull ,three broken ribs ,i was in a drug induced coma for almost two weeks ,had seizures for two years after ,i was 11 ,11 for christs sake !!should i ever feel any compassion for any perp ,? sould they all not die slowly? also i left out the part about the injuries that cant be talked about but it took 2 surguries to repair that. he deserves to suffer ,and if people can entice these bastard in then let me take care of them , they detremined that the cuts and bruises were from being pushed out of his truck all the other injuries were caused by my cousin sorry this is way long shadow
