Placing the blame on the right person
Donnie, do you know what you have done to my life? First of all, you drove me to become a food addict. After one of your many violations on my body and soul, my very being I became a compulsive overeater. I can't stop eating. I eat to hide the pain you put me through. I also became a sex addict. I was masterbating at the age of 6 years old - 30 times a day. You drove me to do this to hide the pain you put me through. All my life I was preoccupied with sex. Do you think you had something to do with you raping me? I DO!! Today, I am fighting within myself to have a normal relationship with someone from the opposite sex. You have wrecked my life. Just to think of all the years of misery you have put me through is unthinkable. Donnie, you took everthing away before I had a chance to live. I was hated by my family. MY brothers and sisters nick named me fatso. Do you know all of the nights I spent in my room crying and crying. I will never forget. You wounded me from the start. Why didn't you let me have my life, not this misreable existance that I am forced to live. Donnie, free me. Free me from this doom you have put me through; free me from all of the hurts that have been inflicted on me. Donnie, I wanted to become a doctor. I wanted to work in a hospital helping people. You took that away from me. Donnie, when you took me up in the ferris wheel and terrorized me by shaking the cage and telling me you were going to throw me out, you left me with the phobia of being affraid of heights. Donnie, I want you to know that everytime I go to an amusement park with my daughter, I can't go on any of the rides with her. You have taken that away from me and my beautiful daughter. Donnie, do you know the ramifacations of what you have done to this little boy. Yes Donnie, I was only 6 years old, forced to face a lonley existence. I became a victim. I fell into a pattern that followed me my whole life. Donnie, I could go on and on but I am goin to stop here for now. This is not the end of this. I will not let you rest till I get justice, till I get free from the life long demons you left inside that little boy.
Sincerely,
Peter J.
Sincerely,
Peter J.