PIssed Off
Bad fucking night. I'm sick of this shit. My whole past is hitting and hitting me hard.. Everything I fucking sabotaged because of the way I felt from the abuse. I'm heartbroken from the abuse, heartbroken because the women I love doesn't love me. Heartbroken about what could have been. Yeah I know, it's a new beginning now. I want revenge and want it bad sometimes. I'm so sad right now. I wish I could go back in time. Can't stop crying over these losses in my life. Can't wait to see my therapist on Tuesday.
