peace (triggers)

peace (triggers)
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wanderer

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My name is David and I am not insane, crazy, or sick.

I am not a bad person.

As a result of my abusive childhood, I assumed the role of revenge seeker as an adult. I would focus my attention on people I deemed abusive to fulfill the psychological need to hurt them.

And that explains why I almost took my own life rather than somebody elses.

My name is David and I am not insane, crazy, or sick.

I am not a bad person.

It feels good to finally BELIEVE that after 30 years.

And I no longer have to beat myself up for feeling that way.

Or isolate myself from the rest of the world.

Let the healing begin.
 
So profound yet such a simple thought...

I still remember when I tried to run truck drivers off the road with my little pickup. I still don't how I managed to stay alive and not get everyone killed with some of the things I did. Of course my father was a truck driver and some of the stuff happened in the truck when I went with him as a kid. I'm getting where I can be around truck drivers without wanting to do harm to them,, but sometimes it is tough.

Amazing....how we all have survived...and how we all are growing...and thanks for reminding me of that as well.

Don
 
David,

Glad to see you posting again and doing well. :)

Much love,
Larry
 
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