I feel like I have dived in over my head, just by joining here. I see other people's stories and I am amazed that anyone is able to share this stuff. I can't even find words, and I started to share something and then deleted it. Everything feels overwhelming right now, and I don't know how to get over that feeling. I feel some connection here, but yet even here, I feel alone, and I don't think that even makes sense. I don't know what I'm doing at this point. Other than rambling on a website with a bunch of strangers.