INTRO:
When I was 13 (my abuse was at 8) the band Chicago had their first record
and a hit called "Beginnings" that had a line "Only the beginning...of what
I want to feel forever." With my abuse my life has been "Only the beginning...
of what I have to feel forever." This poem has strong oral sex triggers.
"Only the Beginning..."
Big arms wrapped around me
Undoing my little belt
My pants then quickly removed
My body slowly felt
We've been together now three times
In each you took me from behind
But today's the day I really dread
My little mouth will soon be fed
While feeling me up
Your pants slide down
Along with my head
As you turn me around
And then all you wanted
Was my wet, working mouth
Pushing down on my shoulders
My head going south
I close my eyes
And my head holding still
My mouth now wide open
As it slowly gets its fill
In finding my mouth
There's nothing I can say
My silence is assured
You want it that way
I know what is coming
My heart starts to sink
You'll pump for an hour
Until my first drink
I was about to learn the meaning
Of the kids slur, "Suck my dick."
Little did I know back then
My first taste of (many) pricks
Now you're building up your rhythm
I'm feeling your thrusting power
And telling me "Just suck it"
Which I'd do for about hour
Then the shock of that first time
As you finally let it go
You hold my my head until I swallow
It's hot and creamy and I feel it's flow
You taught me well
How to suck a dick
That fact I can't ignore it
Then 20 years later in fact
I did go out and explore it
In my 20's to 40's
Sucking many married cocks
Little did I know, your dick was still the key
And my mouth was still the lock
It's the powerful bond I cannot break
Into my mouth you still come
My silence is deafening, my lips numb
Imprints met
Templates set
How do I ignore it?
It's the dream I cannot awake
And given then
My little friend
What I thought was the end
Was "Only the Beginning..."
Of what I will feel forever.
When I was 13 (my abuse was at 8) the band Chicago had their first record
and a hit called "Beginnings" that had a line "Only the beginning...of what
I want to feel forever." With my abuse my life has been "Only the beginning...
of what I have to feel forever." This poem has strong oral sex triggers.
"Only the Beginning..."
Big arms wrapped around me
Undoing my little belt
My pants then quickly removed
My body slowly felt
We've been together now three times
In each you took me from behind
But today's the day I really dread
My little mouth will soon be fed
While feeling me up
Your pants slide down
Along with my head
As you turn me around
And then all you wanted
Was my wet, working mouth
Pushing down on my shoulders
My head going south
I close my eyes
And my head holding still
My mouth now wide open
As it slowly gets its fill
In finding my mouth
There's nothing I can say
My silence is assured
You want it that way
I know what is coming
My heart starts to sink
You'll pump for an hour
Until my first drink
I was about to learn the meaning
Of the kids slur, "Suck my dick."
Little did I know back then
My first taste of (many) pricks
Now you're building up your rhythm
I'm feeling your thrusting power
And telling me "Just suck it"
Which I'd do for about hour
Then the shock of that first time
As you finally let it go
You hold my my head until I swallow
It's hot and creamy and I feel it's flow
You taught me well
How to suck a dick
That fact I can't ignore it
Then 20 years later in fact
I did go out and explore it
In my 20's to 40's
Sucking many married cocks
Little did I know, your dick was still the key
And my mouth was still the lock
It's the powerful bond I cannot break
Into my mouth you still come
My silence is deafening, my lips numb
Imprints met
Templates set
How do I ignore it?
It's the dream I cannot awake
And given then
My little friend
What I thought was the end
Was "Only the Beginning..."
Of what I will feel forever.
