ok - great news - i feel exposed but it's good news

[markgreyblue]

um -

yesterday I met another survivor -

and today I talked to roadrunner (larry)

on the phone -

I also have forced myself - made in roads in to taking my career - my life too

into my hands -

no longer the broken mind or self -

i KICKED my @#%^&* FATHER -

out of my life -

and I reccomend it -

while fail and be the 'example to all' at his hands

- it's not death - just money

and now I say to YOU!

Think about the life you CAN live happily an do that -

give yourself the gift of your happy not
someone else's idea - because we each have
"I can't or can live like that" it makes me crazy or I am ok with that"

don't give a person - who must hurt you

to love you around -

and then you can LIVE -!

I am happy - I know what I want -

I am hungry too

Mark