OBSESIVE THOUGHTS AND NITEMARES
It seems that my mind is out of control again.
I wish that I could just turn off my memories
and forget what happened to me .
I was raped my another male soldger in 1977
This has caused a great deal of pain and anger in my life over the years . I some times get so depresed that I wonder how I have kept going
This has caused me to be unemployable at times
and I have lost 2 marages and my 3rd is not doing so good .
I just want controle of my life back
I wish that I could just turn off my memories
and forget what happened to me .
I was raped my another male soldger in 1977
This has caused a great deal of pain and anger in my life over the years . I some times get so depresed that I wonder how I have kept going
This has caused me to be unemployable at times
and I have lost 2 marages and my 3rd is not doing so good .
I just want controle of my life back