Observations of internal hypocrisy
Curiouspaints
Registrant
Noticing a few things about myself this morning.
One I went through lots of pain as a child meeting the needs of others and being abandoned in developing my own autonomy.
Also something I’ve noticed is that being selfish in myself makes me nervous like I’m not sure if I’m about to get hit or someone is about to change the environment right in front of me.
I dealt with so much violence on a spiritual level that I numb emotions that bring me back to myself.
Ok back to work will back later.
One I went through lots of pain as a child meeting the needs of others and being abandoned in developing my own autonomy.
Also something I’ve noticed is that being selfish in myself makes me nervous like I’m not sure if I’m about to get hit or someone is about to change the environment right in front of me.
I dealt with so much violence on a spiritual level that I numb emotions that bring me back to myself.
Ok back to work will back later.