Numbing out

Numbing out
R

reality2k4

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I guess I just numb out with alcohol, and too may cigarettes.
It is not teh ideal thing to do, because I know it hurts my body and it is extension of hurt.

It is the only real way of dealing with the hurt he feels today.
I just wish I could turn stress off, but I cannot do it, and find it hard to do.

Sry cannot talk about it,

ste
 
Ste,

You ARE talking about it, as much as you could manage this evening. That's fine. Just remember that you are not alone in either the drinks or cigs departments. And keep talking about it.

Much love,
Larry
 
Ste - at work., I sometimes complain when managers say 'I', when they should say 'we'!

I wish that you could say, "The hurt that I feel today". I know what you mean when you say "The hurt he feels today". Even using 'we'...you now, and you then, but now together..

I'm still electric since the court case, and maybe I should let go?? *I know I shouldn't because that is giving in and allowing them to continue their depravity.

No matter what is happening, we all have today, then we have the next day, then we have however many more days that are thrown at us.

I watched satellite television today, 'Crossing Over'...just watched it on the off chance...when I was feeling really pi**ed off! Some family got a reading, and one person was mentioned that had 'passed over by their own choice, because they had issues'... the response was that they were still dealing with those issues wherever they were now, because you cannot just leave them behind!

I don't have any specific beliefs, but I got on with the ironing after watching that! I also stopped moping about! I also started thinking: 'Well **** it - I'm fighting again!

I like wine and real ale...not bothered with smoking for a long time!

Bought a new guitar this week, but I cannot plug it in until the fat lady sings!!

best wishes ...Rik
 
I feel the stress right now as well. I'd love to be able to turn it off. To run from it so fast that it cannot catch back up to me. To hide it under the mask of addiction.

I try it all and none of it works. Only when I feel what I am feeling - does it go away. But I get so frightened to feel.

I'm sorry you're hurting.
 
The problem with numbing out is, of course, that that's all it is. It doesn't and can't carry us further. We always wake up the next day in exactly the same place we started out, or perhaps worse off!

Much love,
Larry
 
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