Not making sense

[Tryingtolive]

Being here.
I don't know what it's done.
Not sure if it's helping
Or continuing to leave me crumbling.
Telling the story was only the first part.
Trying to be true to myself.
Confused as never before.
Memorys coming back.
I want to be alone.
No one understands.
Some won't even listen.
Spend my days wasting time.
Doing my best to cope.
So uncertain about myself.
Uncertain about others.
What is my purpose.
No answers I have found.
Still fighting.
Mentally
Emotionally
Physically
Drained.
My energy gone.



A man that's hurt.
But shows a smile.
Wipe my tears on my shirt.
No one will see.

 

[tommyb]

(tryingtolive)

 

[Bowierocks]

It seems like I have been caught in my head for months and now snapping out of it , it's like wtf did I do , but I guess it's all necessary . I have been there and will go again in all likely hood .

 

[Ceremony]

Ttl, I get it. Hugs.

 

[Shyshark]

Hang in there. I know you've been here a while and it saddens me that you are still finding it too difficult.
If it's getting too hard take a break ... many do because it's often too much all at once ... and then come back to us.

 

[Ceremony]

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