not being positive
Sorry that I don't have something nice and uplifting to say this morning.
I have been waking up with really ugly feelings. They seem maybe a result of dreaming, one morning anyway, but I can't remember the dream(s).
I look in the mirror and this ugly voice I have inside starts telling me how awful I am and other things too terrible to write even here.
A co-worker yelled at me this morning because I defined my boundaries concerning what I think is appropriate and not. I don't doubt my position in that but nevertheless fell apart when she reponded that way. I wanted to (literally) run away but have settled a little. Am still sitting here but afraid that I will be sneaked up on and tricked.
Brett
I have been waking up with really ugly feelings. They seem maybe a result of dreaming, one morning anyway, but I can't remember the dream(s).
I look in the mirror and this ugly voice I have inside starts telling me how awful I am and other things too terrible to write even here.
A co-worker yelled at me this morning because I defined my boundaries concerning what I think is appropriate and not. I don't doubt my position in that but nevertheless fell apart when she reponded that way. I wanted to (literally) run away but have settled a little. Am still sitting here but afraid that I will be sneaked up on and tricked.
Brett