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Anger scare me. Not is just anger of them, but even here. It scare me. I do not feel it, or do not yet feel it. There sometime so much anger is here, it scare me, that even good people have anger at each other, with other good people.

I try be ok away of here, not needing be here. Last night, I get back here, back in U.S. Feel scared. Feel scared of something I done while gone. Try to find someone talk to. No one computer. No one I normaly will call available, or not at that time. No one in chat room. I try find other abuse chat rooms. I just need talk, need feel safe with other people. Each place I go, no one there. Then find one, but it is just bad. It is suppose to be for sexual abuse survivors, and people in there talking mean and talking sex talk with each other. Not for therapy like ways, just bad. Felt very lone, and scare, and done wrong thing last night. Trying not to.

Not sure even why I put this here. Sorry.
 
I dont know if you are still looking for someone to talk to but, ill be here for a bit and ill keep checking in.
lee
 
Getting voice mail, and hoping you are finally asleep. Remember, my friend, when you don't sleep for two, three days, things get rather strange. Call me if you need. Whether I am sick, tired or cranky, am always here for you.

leosha
 
((((((((((((Andrei))))))))))

I know you're not so keen on phone conversation (or worse, if you get my voice mail, which is going to be the case most of the day today...:-)), but Leshka knows how to reach me, and if you need someone, give a call, okay?

I love you, my dear friend. I understand.

Scot
 
Andrei I hope that you got that sleep that you needed. Remember that you have accomplished a huge amount in the past 6 weeks and that would be enough to put anyone on edge and I mean anyone.
 
Andrei,

I agree with Mike, Andrei. What you've accomplished this past couple of weeks would require the normal man to take a week or two to adjust to. While you maybe can't take off for the Bahamas, you can know that you are among friends here, even if we get a little excited once in a while and scare one another, please try us again and know that we really are here for you.

David
 
Just responding to this again to say

(((((((((Andrei))))))))))))))

I hope you come back HERE more soon. No site is completely safe or free of confrontation, but this one is nothing like that other one you came across. Please be safe.

leosha
 
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