Not a Jock....
Tedure
Registrant
After my CSA at age ten, I equated sex with love In my mind I believed sex was all I was good for. I never played any sports. I never thought I would be good enough. I had no confidence. Of course I never had any encouragement to pursue any sport either. Because I wasnt the athlete, I always felt different. like an outcastlike I didnt belong. I had no close friends but I was a good actor and was very friendly, a good talker, and could make people laugh. But in reality I was consumed with my obsession with sex from age ten. I believed I wasnt good at anything else. Why would anyone love me unless they could use me? What else was I good for? Nothing.that is what I thought. Even today many years later my wife knows more about football and basketball than me! Weird hugh?
..Anyone else find sports hard?
Thanks for listening, Ted
..Anyone else find sports hard?
Thanks for listening, Ted