no structure can be exhausting and also fun

[markgreyblue]

it's wild - i just realized how the

'not know what to expect - of the day'

can really grow tiring at times -

not always -

sometimes - it's great -

sometimes - like now - i find i am tired - overtired -

sometimes -

when it's fun it's super -

i am what the day asks me to be - i have my camera -
i am nothing but happy -
laughing and willing to chat to the first smiling face i see! :0)
or dream -
or see the most wonderful or poignant detail -
snapshot!

sometimes though it is so painful - the injustice - uncaring - or the harsh twist of fate -
i want to rush to a place alone and sob
sometimes i can't -

 

[roadrunner]

Mark,

sometimes though it is so painful - the injustice - uncaring - or the harsh twist of fate -
i want to rush to a place alone and sob
sometimes i can't

Can I make a suggestion? When I get down or have been badly treated I get all quiet and just want to reach for my guitar and play for awhile. That really helps me.

What would help you? You take tons of pics, you love photography, and you are a good photographer. Why not put together an album of your favorite shots - by you or others? Things that REALLY uplift you! Then when you are down you can return to that album and see all the things you really like and great pics you have taken yourself. That might help you a lot.

Much love,
Larry

 

[markgreyblue]

Larry I am so touched by your comments -

I am always surprised when people appreciate me -

Thank You soo soo much -!!

I spend so much time alone - that at times -

The only thing I have is the moment of creating them - and wanting to send them out - contented in a good email -

most don't say a thing -

Thanks Larry -

I actually have a few ideas - This is a great idea and Spring board to create a book -

Thanks and I love you man!



Mark