Need advice for new relationship with male survivor of rape as an adult
New to this site. I'm a gay man in a relationship with a male survivor of rape by trusted people. He regularly spins in a dark space of deep mistrust of me, assuming I'm setting him up and that all this love and safe space and empathy is just a ruse. It manifests in many forms. I am doing all I can to be his biggest supporter, teammate, loving partner, and I'm struggling. I fear my support isn't enough, and I hurt with being mistrusted when its a holdover from other people that betrayed him, yet I am mistrusted. I just want to help him feel safe and loved and see him have a happy life.
I've educated myself of RTS, hypervigilence, and various other subjects he has mentioned. I'm learning a lot and he's told me that no one has ever put so much effort into SEEing him like this, and yet he still very regularly gets deeply stuck in deep mistrust that i'm setting him up, lying to him, secretly cheating, taking his things, etc. My heart breaks every time b/c he's becoming the great love of my life, and I want to be the best partner I possibly can be to him.
Any guidance from other partners of gay male survivors? Anything would be extremely helpful. THANK YOU.
I've educated myself of RTS, hypervigilence, and various other subjects he has mentioned. I'm learning a lot and he's told me that no one has ever put so much effort into SEEing him like this, and yet he still very regularly gets deeply stuck in deep mistrust that i'm setting him up, lying to him, secretly cheating, taking his things, etc. My heart breaks every time b/c he's becoming the great love of my life, and I want to be the best partner I possibly can be to him.
Any guidance from other partners of gay male survivors? Anything would be extremely helpful. THANK YOU.
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